As usual Lou looked for solace in staying active and doing work. It was late enough in the season where an afternoon's worth of raking the leaves wouldn't be undone by more falling later. This late in the season the trees were laid bare and soon, the fallen leaves would be covered in snow. Lou took some time to himself and raked the leaves in front of the apartment complex and library. In all seriousness, it would seem to most of the town that he was avoiding the dinner since the night in the cave of whispers, only being seen up there for meals.
As he moved the dead leaves into piles, which would later be moved onto a tarp and dumped in the woods, he thought about all that had happened over the last few days. His mind was a scattered mess and topics grappled with each other to take center stage in the Janitor's brain. The death of his old priest, the breaking off of Quebec from Canada, The ritual in the cave, The up coming union election, the Texans beating the Jets, and of course; V's passing.
Most times, that's where his mind landed. No amount of stress over Dan Kimble or his failing fantasy hockey team could shake the weight that his friend's death laid on him. Although he wasn't the person that killed V directly, Lou certainly felt responsible for the beginning of the end. V was right about that night in the power plant, the incident that started him down that dark path. He left V to die in there, and then... the rest was history.
Lou paused with rake in hand and heaved a sigh. During the fight at the cave, Lou and V had squared off briefly. In the lock of battle V called him out for that night at the power plant, called him out for being ok with the sacrifice of an innocent girl, called him out for being a coward in general. Regardless of whether or not V was right, it was all over now and the world kept going... for now.
There was one line said about V that still sat with Lou. No other words had hurt him like these. No amount of Dallas' tears, or Malcolm's rustication had left as much of an impression as what Ness had said about it all.
"I don't want to go back in there. I don't want to go in the dinner. People are going to be in there acting like nothing happened and I can't deal with that right now."
Lou cringed some and tightened his grip on the rake. She was right. She was so right and it hurt. Lou knew for sure that there were plenty of people in town that didn't like V, plenty of people in town that didn't like him even before he was tainted, and even some people in town that... Well... didn't like anyone in general. Most folks felt justified in their actions, and to some extent, Lou did too. But Ness was right, there was a certain cold that had set in with the town, a certain apathy and numbness that came with it all. Something that Lou couldn't look at or deal with.
Lou looked at all the piles he had made so far and tossed down the rake he had and moved over to the stairs by the library. He sat down and tampered with the fuzzy sounding radio he had outside with him. Like always it got nothing but static, but like always, Lou refused to give up on it. After a few moments he seemed satisfied with a different tone of static and then sat down and took a short break.