by John Henry » Tue Nov 24, 2015 3:15 pm
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John Henry nods amiably. "I applaud your new found freedom of expression, then."
"I have lived my whole life drifting around the world in self-loathing." His brows crease ever-so-slightly, "Make no mistake, I do not say that to invoke some pity upon myself. I had accepted that I did not like myself, the world, or anything in it. I was bored. An unending and painful boredom."
"The kill. Money. Blood spilled in the night."
He smiles his not-smile once again. fierce.
"This is how I spent my days. Brief moments of interest, taking me away for but a moment of small distractions. However, then they were gone and I drifted onto the next."
Crows chatter and laugh above him in the trees. Looking up at them and considering, he continues, "I did not enjoy the killing, nor the money. I have more money than I could ever use and the killing," He pauses. "The killing was something that had become habit. I did it because I was good at it. Very, very good at it."
Now, Mr. Henry looks Gary straight in the face. "That was who I was... and I hated him."
A deep breath, "Then I was drawn here, by some passion and interest that I could not explain from whence it came. For the first time - in a very long time - I stayed in a place longer than a contract required. I cannot express how unusual it is for me to stay in a place for a year, let alone a week." He smirks and chuckles, "Much to Young Mr. Walker's chagrin."
He holds his hands up now, a mocking gesture of supplication, reaching his arms wide, indicating the crows that crowd the trees above. "Now, Mr. Gary, I have reached a point where I feel sense of belonging amongst the beasts. I know now, that I kill not because I can, but because it is in my nature. I am not the abomination that I once thought I was, but a creature of my own."
John lowers his arms, his voice slightly hoarse, "There is a war comin'. It is, in fact, already here. It has begun and we all shall have to make the choice to be caught up in it as hapless bystanders, or to participate and be the warriors that we were always meant to be." Forgetting himself, John bares his fangs in an open and gruesome smile. "I shall rend, tear, and bleed all who oppose me and the Wild. If it comes to pass that I should die doing so, then it will have been as a creature with his nobility intact."
That smirk again, "That, sir, is why I am satisfied."